TANGLED VIBES

..and an Unedited Scribbling from a dairy page .... They were introduced by chance & not by choice. He fell for her, everybody knew, including her! She too, developed feelings for him but never spoke because he had nothing in him she wanted in her life-partner. It was silence bond between them; they liked bumping into each other eyes but cannot accept the fact that they love each other. It wasn’t that the boy didn’t take the initial, the moment he did it was soon overtaken by the some reason still unknown to him. He still has feelings for her but now it is there with the thousand knots. They say Love is much more than the ego boundary and they never get over their ego. He is still moving but now he is living a life dissected between his mind and heart.  "Everything is Fair  in Love and War " it no longer seems to be true to him. Have it been the case he should not have been hurt by her step and now he understood why people say so" After someone Hurt you Relation...

Have I ever told you I always hear your Footstep in my silence Or whenever I am alone  Day after day I am falling more for you No matter how far you go whatever you do I will be here  Waiting for you that forever too... Have I ever told you I want to see you that for forever  As I can't take my eyes of you No matter how much I try And that's true No matter whatever it takes Or how many times my heart breaks Because even falling for you It feels as if I am flying I will be here Waiting for you That forever too..

Its been ten year  Since the last time I felt  That pain Pain of rubbing ashes on my chest Ashes of my dear Indians Ashes of the believes " UNITY IN DIVERSITY " Of all those Millions Who's life changed that day Loved one lost ! killed! Left away. Those were the things I heard about Read about but never ,ever  Thought realized about long before that day. It's been so long When I walked far far away from the streets  That was screamed in red Blood And now even after ten year These thoughts agitate me  Such that I almost forget myself here Either I am dead , or my watch has stopped Its been ten year Since the last time I cried And now there is nothing Which I can feel, Nor anthing which I can fear  Even my tears have dried Its been ten year and now I have walked far far away  P S :-  The photo above is clicked during the Godhra riots in 2002 .