My Pain better than my silence

I put my hand in the fire, now I’m burned
Obviously my heart will also burn sometime
have learned my lesson so I wouldn’t complain
I made mistakes but there's no one to blame

Knowing there's no way to change,
No way to stop the pain
That had now taken the
Shape of silence within me.

I thought that was good for me
Now Pain is not there but gone
But I never had that clue
That this silence
Will always make me blue.

Now
Silence has taken the shape
Of amoeba within me,
No matter where I go,
What I do
How happy I am
It seems to persist within me
And always gush through my mind.