TANGLED VIBES

this is the 1st blog i tried .. Friends, Emotions, Trust, and Love These 4 words we know from a long time and will know them till the life exists … Because what is more important in life than a Beautiful relationship with the people around us (even the nature) and these 4 words are the basic ingredient of a beautiful Relationship and none of you can deny it. but the things that will change with the time about these 4 words are .. our views, need, amount, forms, and the nature isn’t it ??? I guess here you will agree with me just compare an infant, a child, teenagers, grownup person and old person in this respect. We can learn these 4 words in school like Algebra, History etc, but certainly we don’t learn its true meaning in school Who teaches us about them??? Generally the answer that comes in our mind is that LIFE teaches us about the meaning of these 4 words. Yes life teaches it but Isn’t it some kind of wonder? That we learn the real value of these ...

I put my hand in the fire, now I’m burned Obviously my heart will also burn sometime have learned my lesson so I wouldn’t complain I made mistakes but there's no one to blame Knowing there's no way to change, No way to stop the pain That had now taken the Shape of silence within me. I thought that was good for me Now Pain is not there but gone But I never had that clue That this silence Will always make me blue. Now Silence has taken the shape Of amoeba within me, No matter where I go, What I do How happy I am It seems to persist within me And always gush through my mind.

O heart, o heart How did it feel to you? When you have to tell so much Without any words To someone Who is your everyone O heart, o heart How did it feel to you? When the person turns away From you the other way Seeing whom you was once Ignited with a warm feelings Now they become cold to you O heart, o heart How did it feel to you? When your love seems lost And will never return to you But you only have those most Lovely memories inside you O heart, o heart How did it feel to you? When everything rips apart And around you it’s all dark When out of hundred you need only one But that only one has left you all alone O heart, o heart Please answers me

I don’t know what and whom I am searching for On which way I am going What I have gained What I have lost I don’t know the answer On the path of journey Journey of my life Is there someone whom I am missing Or it’s a just a feeling of my lonely heart I don’t know the answer For what I see in dream Do truly they have deep meanings Meaning that are never clear The meanings can hurt Giving scars to heart Will these scars will decorate my life I don’t know the answer I am happy and fine But why my heart isn’t filled With happiness Devine Why I find myself a stranger in mirror even? What had happened to me I don’t know the answer.

Torment for me People love to see everyone As there fervent wannabe. But being impostor is hard for me Especially when it left A vagabond within me, Vagabond with my thoughts, Vagabond with my dream. It’s a torment for me. It’s a torment for me To hold a conversation When the words aren’t enough Or where words can’t explain My feelings, my thought. It’s a torment for me To hold a conversation Where Words bite even Without teeth. Rather a silent torment. It’s a torment for me, Where I have to choose Between my mind and heart When both are correct It’s a torment for me, To be in a doubt that Is the person whom I like, Likes me or not Rather a silent torment It’s a torment for me To walk on the path Covered with fog, Without knowing that is We are going to walk together Even. I want it to be forever, With you, knowing 99% probability is never. What about other 01%??? And this % of torment is enough for my dissection.

Do you remember the day You left me standing Against the world And lost in your way . Its been so long That I almost forget Then why you not . Even now every time I remember My cheeks got all wets Though for you it’s not the same Decision you made that cold night Not for me but for you was right. And I was left with some fright Fright of being alone again As it was nothing remain Same after the jiffy you left That what I felt. Word heard earlier was same But now its meaning has changed. My entire Dream has stunted Together with that my feelings also blunted. There was time Which for me was felicitous But now time Has changed and icon replaced And our fervent love also changed As it was nothing remain After the jiffy you left Something which never bothered us Seem to devour our hearts today The tenderness which clung of love Is left far, far away And when I turn my head Look back to watch again The iron foundation of our relations I found nothing bu...